So called GOD....who r u?!

more and more i try to find an answer to who is GOD and where he is...the more i feel convinced...i have been living in fantasy abt the Supreme powers existence all my life.....! Have been listening/watching the live telecast of the consecration celebrations of Dakshina Pandurangam happening at Govindapuram, TN since morning....but i no more feel the pull and devotion i used to feel a few months back...

hey, am i becoming an atheist or hv i already become one....i think yes...how am i going to take this forward ...let me wait and watch